Cant you take all of me?

Well, my youngest cousin finally flipped. He went after my uncle with a knife "with intent to kill", hes now in juvi. They got on his computer afterwards and found pictures of mutilated people on it. I already knew he was gone. It hurts when this happens so close to home. When I saw him last, he acted strange, had a killer look in his face. he even brought a hatchet with him over to my grammas while I was there. He was fiddling with it, it scared me. I swore he was gonna jump at me with it, I was ready to run if I had to.

On another topic, which happens to be very similar, I had a nightmare. now you may say "so what?" but uh... I dont have nightmares. ever. I can watch any horror movie, hear any story, go camping with kin, nothing gives me nightmares. Well, the night mare went like this...

I was standing in a kitchen, looked kinda old, there were about 4 people in it talking and working. Then there was a kid, looked about my age, picked up a knife, he started feeling it in his hands, then stabbed some one in the back, and I was quick on my feet to grab another knife and jab it in him, he turned and killed some one else, completely ignoring the fact that I just shoved a foot long blade into him. so I burst out the nearest door and sprinted down the road. Ran into my house and then sat down. Went out a bit later to talk to some one about it. I found some people in a library and was about to talk to one and the kid popped around the cornor and I turned running full speed back down the road, hearing the pittyfull cries of the people in the library. I ran into an old house which had about 10 men working on things inside. I continued through then turned to see the boy stabbing them and I continued running. Then I came to a cave and started in, and I saw a pack of wolves, I turned to run back and saw the boy coming towards me. The wolves started at me but stopped when they saw the kid and ran from him. and he stabbed one on its way out. I ran past him with the wolves and the wolves lead me away from him and I woke up in a cold sweat. My cat was on me looking a bit peaved about me moving. and I heard dad driving out the driveway to work, musta been like 4. So I just layed there till about 7.
it was that was thursday night/ friday morning. I havent slept a full night sleep in three days. wensday I couldnt sleep and last night I couldn't either. so I'm tired and I have to do stuff so I'm done for now.