The eyes...

OMG HIS EYES!!!!!!!!!!!!! ITS JUST NOT HUMAN!!!!!!!!!!!

Lets all sit back and take a breather, shall we? I know I need one. I'm sorry but I just couldnt resist giving you all nightmares. I might just look for a picture of aunt bettys feet next time bwhahaha

behold my lazy copy and paste days are at an end. And my dsl is back up, it went down from 2 pm yesterday till about an hour ago. Mom had done a system restore and I hadnt updated that for like a month so I lost a bunch of stuff. Nothing important, just a few games. I never even play them, but still theres the hastle of re-downloading them. I finnally got a good night sleep last night, I've been not sleeping well for the past week.

I also talked to a friend last night for a good hour and a half, it was a nice talk. I havent talked to anybody like that for a long time. Over the phone anyway.

Anyway I'm off.

Dun dun dun!

QUOTES!!!!!!!!!!!! For all of you wonderfull people!!!!


"That lowdown scoundrel deserves to be kicked to death by a jackass, and I'm just the one to do it,"-A democratic congressional candidate in Texas.

"Half this game is ninety percent mental."-Former Philadelphia Phillies manager, Danny Ozark

"It isn't pollution that's harming the environment. It's the impurities in our air and water that are doing it."-Al Gore, Vice President

"I love California. I practically grew up in Phoenix."-Dan Quayle

"We've got to pause and ask ourselves: How much clean air do we need?"--Lee Iacocca

"The word 'genius" isn't applicable in football. A genius is a guy like Norman Einstein."-Joe Theisman, NFL football quarterback & sports analyst.

"We don't necessarily discriminate. We simply exclude certain types of people."-Colonel Gerald Wellman,

"If we don't succeed, we run the risk of failure."-Bill Clinton, President

"We are ready for an unforeseen event that may or may not occur."-Al Gore, VP

"Your food stamps will be stopped effective March 1992 because we received notice that you passed away. May God bless you. You may reapply if there is a change in your circumstances."-Department of Social Services, Greenville, South Carolina

"If somebody has a bad heart, they can plug this jack in at night as they go to bed and it will monitor their heart throughout the night. And the next morning, when they wake up dead, there'll be a record."-Mark S. Fowler, FCC Chairman

another video code post

Bullet To Binary by Me Without You
This video is the classic story about the boy and the giving tree, The HXC way.

Disguising Mistakes With Goodbyes by Emery

Hard to believe, ^those guys we're my favorite band for awhile.


Who I Am Hates Who I've Been by Relient K


New relient k video, Its a cool idea.

Pitiful by Blindside

Best. Song. Ever. Cool fact about this video, They were actually in a room the rotated like that. It looks painfull. After the video they all had bruises.

Apparitions Of Melody by Kids In The Way

Good song, good video, Good band. More "emoish" then I normally listen too but whatever.
Stars by Switchfoot


New switchfoot vid, Another basically good band. I loved them for a long time.

War Within by Mortal Treason

For those of you who like unberable screams of pain, I give you mortal treason. I dunno if its from their new album or old, I never really got to into them.

A hxc video code! yay!

"When everything falls" by Haste The Day


Yeah I got bored, heres another for you hardcore freaks (which I am one of)

(if you listen closely he sounds like donald duck when he screams)

Reinventing Your Exit by UnderOath

Really old but a favorite of mine...

Thanks!

Great to see you all again! I would just like to take this time and thank every one out there. My mom, Kin, Joy, Elaine, Eric, stephanie,And for the others who dont ever use blog but help me make it through this hell AKA life, Ms bumcrot (writing teacher), Andrew, God, Ben hopper, Mariah (only person ever on msn!), Dad, Donald o'malley (my cat!), Mr aspirin aka Jordan, Mike, Allison lee, The butler AKA Jeff, Ahrotahn(cant say the real name under fear of death), Scott, Jason, who ever made the Airzooka (you own dude.. or girl...), Jenna, mellana (I misspelled that and I refuse to care!), George W bush (GW has got it goin' on yo'), Jacob, jake, Austin, The other austin, Joe, Bruce, Tooth and nail (I love your bands you hawt label you!), Kim, My hacky sack I've owned and loved for like 7 years, ITS LIKE THE OLDER BROTHER I NEVER HAD! (I do have an older bro and thats suposed to make it funny... I've taken up a lot of space with this...), Larry, telli, brook, olivia, kelly, Dusty, David, Tim, crystal, becky, The Rock (the place in estacada, YES I THANKED A HACKY SACK AND A ROCK WHY NOT A LAMPSHADE OR A SOCK!?!?) and the bands I listen and sing horrifically too!, Project 86, seventh day slumber, Day of fire, staple, reliant K, Underoath, Jason upton, The Blamed, Extol, And any one who I forgot to thank, thanks anyway.Thats just the people helping me by each week, I have a bunch more who dont do anything weekly but monthly and crap.

Today I may actually catch up all my school. Now, this is rare, I NEVER EVER am not behind. And this is my toughest year yet. But I'm keeping up! Only thing I have to do (from now till monday) is a little writing, personal finance, math, and a little chemistry. Basically not a lot.

But I have to go and do some of it right NOW!

Could this be "stress"?

My guitar is trying to murder my ears. One of the strings gets too sharp from the 1st to the 6th fret. ITS KILLING ME! I found adjusters on the bottom of the string holder but it doesnt work for long. I'm like, ready to throw it down and listen to poorly composed music!

Schools helping the guitar on its quest to destroy me, by piling up and leaving me little time to do anything extra. In fact I need to go and catch up on my chemistry right now laterz!

pfft artists...

Feeling rather tired I'll make this short. Do not eat you're own socks. Ever. I'm telling you, its not worth it. See... starving to death sounds much more pleasant.

My writing class was lookin up, I was suposed to write a paper on proving I'm happy. I wrote a paper that I'm really proud of. Unforntuanatly, it needs another 2 pages. SO I need a lot of fluff. Like A LOT of fluff. Turned in the rough draft and the teachers like "You just need more useless facts, but you have your paper right here" Dont you hate when that happens? You get all up and happy about getting something done and very well done and some one says "nice start, cant wait to see the rest!" You just sit there staring blankly at them. Almost enough to make you scream and cry. I shoulda known this would happen, but I marched blindly right into it.

I've found that "obtrusive" noise, such as, an out of place noise. A slamming door, some one walking hard, plates clinking together. I lose all my consentration when it happens. Its not good, basically I have to have music on to drown those out.

And kin left cookies at my house which I am about to eat! MWHAHAHA! Now what kin now what!?!?

I woke up with a headache this morning, and all this noise isnt helping any. I'm also really tired. I almost fell asleep at the comp earlier. took a shower and that didnt help.Headache+coffie = bad idea so I'm not going there.

And, ya know the jones contest, (which ends the 31st of october, told you kin) well I went off and bought 6 of those jones sodas. Well I ended up drinking 5 of them and only needing J, and in a desperate attemp to wake up, I drank the last jones. And I got the last letter. J. So its time I sent them in and hope to win stuff!

Yesterday my B-day gift got here. Its an airzooka thingy, it shoots a ball of air. really neat. Unfortuanitly for my cat, its VERY easy to aim.Poor thing, I hit it from accross the room and it hid under a table all night. then went to mom and dads bathroom till it finally came out to eat. It was calm till about 5 minutes ago when it saw the Airzooka again. I wasnt even holding it and the cat ran and its hiding under the same table as last night.and believe it or not, Its donald. My cat. He doesnt get scared like this. He sleeps 24/7. I find it funny, mom finds it sad, and dad sits and smiles.

well I dunno if I ever said anything about it but I'm turning a year older this sunday. I havent really been thinking about it too much.I even forgot about it... Some one at church came up to me and was talking to me about making it through another year and how big of a mark it is and I thought they were talking about their son. then it occured to me they were talking about me.

School is so fickle! One day it seems like theres no end and I'm hopelessly behind then the next I find out I'm ahead! I'm betting tomorrow I'll find it hopeless again. This morning I woke up at 5 to get my homework done in time then found out I didnt have to do it till next week. I still have some things to do but like, its redoing something that got lost. That happens alot here.

I need to call ppl and tell them to party at my house sunday! I know I'll have enough time sunday too, I get this week off of worship team duties. (worship team stays late after church) I'll be home by like 12:30 at the latest. hmmmmm anyway if you want to come RSVP meh! Post a comment if you want! I bet I'll get a bunch of old creepy guys going "I want to come young one >:D" we'll have pizza and sub sanwitches. home made pizza. chicken garlic.

and finnally! I got a new cd, Seventh day slumbers new one, Shatterd life. I'm liking it, much softer then what I normally listen to but its a nice change. Screams 24/7 just kinda get dull. I cant let that happen. Gotta switch up occansionally. also got the new kutless CD, strong tower, its mostly worship, unlike their first cd, hardish rock. But its nice, knowing they came from what I consider my home town, lebanon/albany. Any way

I'm off, gonna go kick a dog or mug a senior citizen. I mean do school.

I know I know, I havent updated in like 4 whole days.Does that make me a loser? Well I made it into another band, thats 2 bands so far. at the same time. I may drop out cause schools killin' me. Speaking of school, I was doing my math, and found I didnt have a graphing calculator. Just a really complicated one. So I had to skip around 3 lessons till we get a graphing calc. That could be awhile. Anyway, on to quotes from ben!

"Every instructor assumes that you have nothing else to do except study for that instructor's course."- Fourth Law of Applied Terror, Murphy's Laws

Till next time kids, I'll leave you with a personality test.

The Expatriate Achtung! You are 15% brainwashworthy, 18% antitolerant, and 14% blindly patriotic

Congratulations! You are not susceptible to brainwashing, your values and cares extend beyond the borders of your own country, and your Blind Patriotism does not reach unhealthy levels. If you had been German in the 30s, you would've left the country. One bad scenario -- as I hypothetically project you back in time -- is that you just wouldn't have cared one way or the other about Nazism. Maybe politics don't interest you enough. But the fact that you took this test means they probably do. I'm gonna give you the benefit of the doubt. Did you know that many of the smartest Germans departed prior to the beginning of World War II, because they knew some evil crap was brewing? Brain Drain. Many of them were scientists. It is very possible you could have been one of them. Conclusion: born and raised in Germany in the early 1930's, you would not have been a Nazi. http://is0.okcupid.com/graphics/nazi/expatriate.jpg"> > The'>http://www.okcupid.com/tests/take?testid=17675020579094199926">TheWould You Have Been A Nazi? Test - it rules -

Sorry but the dohicky with "you scored higher then" thing messed up.

Lemon Day!

Kin and I teamed up a couple years ago to make this holiday. This year I'm mass marketing it. Lemon day is a time to remember your roots, give the gifts of puckered faces, eat lemons, and pet dogs. "when can I get in on this?" you might say, well my friend, its the 4th Sunday in October! A time to eat lemons! Our motto is, "If life scurvies you, lemonize it!" The yearly tradition is to eat something lemon. Lemon gummy bears, lemon bars, lemonade whatever!

And in other news, I found a link to one of P86s videos! and now I'm off!http://www.toothandnail.com/video_details.php?id=65

So I have 3 days home alone, I'm excited. I love having time to think, to write. To have time to clear my head! I really enjoy clearing my thoughts can you tell? I do have a lot of school but I love being alone. Sometimes anyway... other times its just sad to be alone.